Poetry Dawn Ellis Poetry Dawn Ellis

To Henderson Bay Will I Go by Dawn Ellis

I will arise now and go to Henderson Bay,

to the old, shingled cabin with sun-worn decking,

and mice that run through sunbeams, across the top of the couch.

A sleeping porch will I have there, windowed with sheets

of plastic, where the music of the creek underneath

and the sound of waves lapping on the beach float in.

And I shall have the peace of lazy summer days spent

with my younger sisters and brother, urging, “Jump! Jump!”

Swinging out from the bulkhead, on the knotted rope,

I will drop into the frigid salt water at high tide.

I will sputter at the cold. My sisters and brother will applaud.

My best friend, Michelle Ledbetter, will caution me,

“Careful of the spikes.” I will climb with Michelle,

up onto the old, wrecked barge, washed up down the way.

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Mateo Acuña Mateo Acuña

The Names in Me by Mateo Acuña

If I had been born a cisgender boy, I would have been named Walter, after my father and grandfather. My cousin once removed, cousin twice removed, and my father’s cousin twice removed are also named Walter. It had always been peculiar to me that the whitest white name, and often the moniker of movie villains—something you notice when half of your relatives have it—was a family name for a bunch of brown Peruvians.

I asked my grandfather from the other side of the equator, using the modern wonders of WhatsApp and Google Translate, where the family name came from. According to him, the name came from his father, Alberto, who worked at a German company as a naval mechanic. While he was there, he became friends with a German man named Walter. He liked the name and gave it to his son, who then gave it to his son. Other men in the family liked and passed the name down to their sons. Maybe God did know what he was doing when he made me trans.

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Memoir Helen Rowe Memoir Helen Rowe

Like Sunshine by Helen Rowe

It is June. We are staying at your parents’ house on your two-week leave before you deploy again. I always love coming here. Not just because we are surrounded by family, and your mom is the best cook on the West Coast, but we have so much history here. Our relationship took root in this valley, it bloomed and grew and became a stepping-stone to the rest of our story. Our first apartment was in this valley town and the memories are saturated in these streets like the hot summer sun.

We are in your parents’ pool. Little Man is inside playing with Grandma, and we are enjoying the momentary break from being parents. We’re both floating on ridiculous pool toys. We’re darker than when we first got here. My tan, round belly is sticking up out of the water. I am almost four months pregnant with our twins. Our baby girls will join us later this year. I look over at you. You are tanned and relaxed as you float and look up at the cloudless sky. I am so in love with you.

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Prose Trevor Neil White Prose Trevor Neil White

How to Want by Trevor Neil White

I should’ve drank more in college.

That knowledge sobered me, ironically,

acknowledging the only thing standing

between me and making brothers or lovers

was losing the prudish delusion that if I just kept soda in my Solo

and shortcuts to short stories on my desktop,

I could thumb my French nose at those vapid upchucker-class prats

and emerge the right-brained victor.

I always had more to say, anyway,

with a carefully planned paragraph

than a flip cup-adjacent conversation

or morning-after, mid-network handshake.

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Short Story Layla Ormbrek Short Story Layla Ormbrek

Trouble at the Flagship Cinnabon by Layla Ormbrek

Soon after my family moved to Federal Way, my mom told me that the SeaTac Mall had the first ever Cinnabon. The flagship. In my seven-year-old mind, this meant importance, gravitas. We tried it out one day, the gloopy mess of dough and icing practically heaving atop our paper plates. Even as a typically greedy child, I knew that there was something excessive about a Cinnabon, that it could be the gateway to some very bad things. Judiciously, my mothersliced mine into quarters with the flimsy plastic knife. Soon after gobbling up a few bites, I went droopy and lethargic for the rest of the afternoon.

That day, I learned that Cinnabon was a luxury that would make you pay in the end. But it was one of the few claims to fame that Federal Way had, other than being a place where the Green River Killer would go hot-tubbing or where apartments were cheap. I’d felt part of something important when we lived in Seattle, where you could travel 600 feet up the Space Needle or watch people throw fish in the Market. Down in the suburbs, I felt beige andinsubstantial. Even at a young age, I noticed this difference in how a place could make you feel.

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Short Story Jamie Gogocha Short Story Jamie Gogocha

Mirror Lights by Jamie Gogocha

The staccato of Nadine’s shoes on the rocks and the rising panic in her breathing created a jarringcombination of sounds. She hadn’t quite broken the tree line yet when the sky faded from a paleblue to a deepening violet. The only thing worse to her than being outside after sunset was being inthe woods after sunset. That was unthinkable.

She took a moment to steady her breath appreciate the silhouettes of the house and trees against theartistry in the sky. Her chest burned and her heart felt as though it would leap out toward thehorizon. Nadine started when a muted rustling caught her attention. She couldn’t place its source, soshe turned her head this way and that to try to pick it out. Quickly, she gave up looking and strodetoward the house. She noticed as she got closer to the ornate wooden door, the sound intensified. Itwent from a soft rustle to the rush of static in her very soul like that of a record that spun long afterthe orchestra had packed up and gone home.

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Memoir Paul Barach Memoir Paul Barach

No Good Word For That Alchemy by Paul Barach

Every time I stand beneath a Coastal Redwood my mouth hangs open as a thousand words try to escape from my chest all at once.

Every time, the only one that makes it through is a confounded “How?”

How can something grow so titanic?

I know the short answer: it’s a plant, a genetic byproduct of water, carbon dioxide, and sunlight. Redwoods just get a little overzealous about it.

I even know the long answer; a seed the size of a grain of sand falls hundreds of feet to the soil. With enough sunlight, water, luck, and time, a sentient monolith the width of a Boeing 747 soars into the sky, spreading out branches the size of tree trunks with twigs the size of saplings, tall enough to shade the Statue of Liberty’s torch.

And still, “How?”

What other word fits when witnessing a miracle?

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Poetry Samantha Melamed Poetry Samantha Melamed

Eating the Heart That Gives Out in Fear by Samantha Melamed

We left in a hurry so there’s nothing left for you in the housebut if you look out the window you can see the encroaching flamesgutting the town along their warpathsave the only church still standing on Ash Street

At noon you count the bulbous heads of the dandelionsat 3pm the sparrows line up on the telephone wires across the street

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Poetry Dawn Ellis Poetry Dawn Ellis

Not to Blame My Hair by Dawn Ellis

My hair is naturally curly now.
It never has been before.
When my children were young,
When I was a single, working mother,
When I delivered my children
To their father every other weekend
And spent those weekends missing the kids,
And planted myself on the couch, watching movies,
My hair was straight . . . and flat.

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Micro Essay Genevieve Arnold Micro Essay Genevieve Arnold

A Perfect Brightness of Hope by Genevieve Arnold

I’ve always had hope, not wishes or desires, but hallelujah hope. The kind that thrusts you out of bed in the morning. Since my earliest years, hope has been my companion. She introduced us. At first, she loaned me hers until I found my own. When I did, it became our shared love language and the expectant eyes through which we viewed the world. That’s why it was ok when she died. I wasn’t ready (is anyone?) Death showed up breathless and raring to go like it was late for a very important date. Feeling sick on Sunday; gone on Friday. Not necessarily a surprise. She was sick: leukemia.

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Short Story James K. Smith Short Story James K. Smith

Stuffed Monkey by James K. Smith

“The Miami Conference is different than other conferences,” Dr. Hines told me one day, when he came to my dental parlor for a new crown on his second molar. “The heat just gets into your pores. Everybody goes a little crazy. I saw a well-respected oral surgeon from Ohio run off with some woman’s Pomeranian. I guess he took it back to his hotel room and fed it an entire pizza.”

“Pomeranians aren’t supposed to eat pizza,” I said.

“Not that one, anyway.”

I first became acquainted with Dr. Hines in the fall of 1934, at the North Dakota School of Dentistry. I do not know whether it was luck or pure coincidence which led us both to begin our practices in Chicago, but he allowed no one but myself to perform dentistry on him, and, at the time, I was newly divorced and grateful for the company.

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Short Story Elizabeth Beck Short Story Elizabeth Beck

We Began in the Garden by Elizabeth Beck

Ruth and Grace passed their youth in unquestioning contentedness. As they came of age, each began to see boundaries only as a challenge to be met. With time, the sisters felt increasingly drawn to the domain beyond the black iron gates of their father’s estate.

From their view through the bars, the world on the other side looked much the same, except for a dirt road that outran their sight. They often longed to uproot themselves and find the road’s end. The twin girls would watch carriages fly past as they sat in the garden, busying themselves weaving daisy chains or pulling weeds. 

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Short Story Samuel Snoek-Brown Short Story Samuel Snoek-Brown

Of All The Wants And Hungers by Samuel Snoek-Brown

There had been gossip lately among the neighbors that a pair of foxes were living in an abandoned lot. Lock up your cats, they said.

I’d seen one of the foxes on a walk a while ago, the slender red face peering from under a bush down near the railroad tracks. It seemed friendly enough, or maybe I would say cautious. Not menacing, anyway, and small enough that most of the neighborhood’s bruiser cats could handle the fox in a fight. Those bright eyes in the undergrowth seemed almost timid, at a distance.

But then, sure enough, Gene’s cat went missing. And Gene’s cat was one of those bruisers, a big tabby who ruled his block and went where he pleased, including into neighbors’ homes if they left their dog flaps unmonitored.

Whatever got it was no fox, Gene insisted.

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Hole Wall (an excerpt) by Jonah Barnett
Short Story Jonah Barnett Short Story Jonah Barnett

Hole Wall (an excerpt) by Jonah Barnett

Emily owned too much stuff, and it became pretty apparent as we loaded the U-Haul that she wouldn’t part with any of it. It had been a puzzle, fitting it all in, but we had succeeded in real life Tetris and were on our way to Astoria. We drove parallel to the sea, separated only by a jagged line of rocks running between ocean and asphalt. Choppy gray waters crashing against the rocks in impressive displays, while a bright fog permeated the landscape as flocks of seabirds littered the white abyss like flies. Rain shouted against the windshield.

“I really should’ve thought of this sooner,” Emily drove the U-Haul through the weather like it was nothing. “Cuz like, my uncle’s always complained about never having enough help at the hotel, and I get to live on a beach guys!” She laughed at the thought of her new life, two hours south into the wilderness away from everyone she loved, helping her uncle’s business while living in a cottage by the sea.

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Fiction Jonny Eberle Fiction Jonny Eberle

Reviews of Sanctuary Creek Honey Farm by Jonny Eberle

“Best honey EVER”
I am obsessed with this place.The honey at Sanctuary Creek is the best—100% organic, too.

“Weird vibes from the bee lady”
stingmeonce replied:
I had a similar experience when I went there with my son. Farm management showed a complete lack of regard for safety and continues to put their customers in danger.

Owner replied:
Something has changed. Something is happening.

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Poem Hannah Trontvet Poem Hannah Trontvet

Backstop to a Rumble by Hannah Trontvet

Little neighbor girl, your head once bounced above my fence to the creak of trampoline springs. That night your neck bent down below your kitchen table to shelter from the shell shot. One grazed your abdomen. They say you are okay, but your trampoline is still quiet.

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Short Story James A. Gilletti Short Story James A. Gilletti

Year of the Pig by James A. Gilletti

Usually, the strange invasion of unwanted touch throws my ogre switch in a heartbeat, but at that moment, it soothed me. Like that first sip of bourbon from a new bottle, she warmed something in me that had gone untended for ages. Careful, I thought to myself. If this night’s headed where I think it is, I’d better keep my nightshirt on. I wouldn’t want her to catch a glimpse of those old battle scars and run away screaming.

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